Sebesar dunia, seluas jagat raya, setinggi langit dan sedalam samudera.

Sang gadis tumbuh bersama bayang-bayang semu yang menemani tiap detik hidupnya.

Oase kenikmatan memiliki hanya dalam cermin, membuatnya merasa begitu tenggelam pada kesunyian.

Jiwa sang gadis terpenjara dalam sel-sel beraliran gairah keinginan.

Dan, pada satu tepian di pantai kosong.Ia membiarkan angin merasuki hati kecilnya.Seketika relungnya berkata dengan lantang bahwa 'dia' tak selamanya hanya bayang semu.

Mata abu-abu sang gadis membuka dan melihat bahwa dihadapannya ada sebuah cahaya terang jauh di tengah ketenangan jiwanya.

Dan, seketika itulah dia kembali....

sebuah kisah tentang bertumbuh

Pepohonan rasa mulai tumbuh di musim kelabu hidup seorang gadis.Rasa yang menggila di setiap detik dan deru napas sang gadis.
Sang gadis hanya terpana pada satu wajah yang menghantui hidupnya.Hingga sang gadis tak tau apa yang nyata dan tidak.

Rasa pun mulai menggugurkan daun-daun harapan kosong dan tak berpikir untuk tumbuh.Ia terpaku hanya pada satu daun yang belum gugur.Daun itu berusaha bertahan pada ranting-ranting kehidupan pohon itu.Daun termuda milik sang gadis.BERTAHAN...

a girl under palm tree

A girl hide her smile and face.She walk slowly to Palm tree.

A girl sit under Palm tree to think about right and wrong.

She want changes her life and take her chance.

16 y.o to brave heart fight big world and small heart.

A girl can't to stand her pain.She too ill.

Nothing wrong if want cry...

under palm

Time in summer.A girl with grey eyes and red hair sit under palm tree.A girl cry with slowly voices.

She hide face and just show her sad.A girl don't care people look her.

A boy walk very slowly to meet a girl and he touch a girl face with his cold hand.A girl smile and hug a boy with pasion.They are kissing under palm tree.

But, rain fall faster and thunder sound fire around them.They are not afraid.But, with brave heart a girl and a boy walk in rain.

why if i am smoke?

Why if i am smoke?, that is not wrong(for me).That bullshit think of person around me.They are no smoke can make me happy, fly very high(if i smoke marijuana).So, why if i am drink.I know that can make me drunk but that just beer with 10 % alcohol.Why if i always want lost my virginity.I want but not now.In 16 y.o, i promise to lost my virginity with my boyfriend.
Oh god, don't you punishment me with trouble maker.That's not funny God!!!!!
I just happy cause now i am free in my new country.USA.I love it !!

First Posting.

Avril Lavigne - Girlfriend

[Chorus]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don’t like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No, it’s not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend

[Verse 1]
You’re so fine
I want you mine
You’re so delicious
I think about ya all the time
You’re so addictive
Don’t you know what I could do to make you feel alright?
Don’t pretend I think you know I’m damn precious
And Hell Yeah
I’m the motherfucking princess
I can tell you like me too and you know I’m right

[Bridge:]
She’s like so whatever
And you could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that’s what everyone’s talking about!

[Chorus:]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don’t like your girlfriend!
That’s Right! No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
You know it’s not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend

[Verse 2]
I can see the way, I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away I know you think of me
I know you talk about me all the time again and again
So come over here, tell me what I want to hear
Better yet make your girlfriend disappear
I don’t want to hear you say her name ever again
(And again and again and again!)

[Bridge]

[Chorus]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
You know it’s not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend
In a second you’ll be wrapped around my finger
Cause I can, cause I can do it better
There’s no other
So when’s it gonna sink in?
She’s so stupid
What the hell were you thinking?!

[repeat]

[Chorus]